In the Shadow of My Lost Twin
My Spiritual Journey Journal
I wrote a book, and it is far from ordinary.
It covers a topic that cannot be grasped by average human thinking.
It is about the fact that I was not alone in our mother’s womb.
I had a twin sister, Anna, who then decided not to join me in this earthly existence, leaving me there all alone… endlessly lonely.
How do I know?
There is no proof, but I know it happened.
It is my truth.
Which might be yours, too.
That is why I decided to publish what happened to me in the form of a book, so that you too can discover and feel that you are not alone!!
What is my intention with this book?
First and foremost, to write it out of myself, as it helps in my liberation.
According to some statistics, 15-20% of pregnancies originally start as twin pregnancies, but then the other twin, or twins, are not born, and a secret shrouds what happened inside the womb.
Those on the path of self-discovery know how many methods and techniques help process past traumas, even transgenerationally. However, since there is often no sign or proof of traumas experienced inside the womb, those affected do not know about them, so these remain hidden and unprocessed in the survivor of the tragedy. It manifests as an inexplicable suffering, weighing heavily on their entire life, even after trying so many things to uncover the cause of their pain without achieving the desired change.
This book can now help with remembering and processing.
A spiritual journey journal into the unknown familiar.
What can this change in your life?
- You can become more and more conscious of your own life and your own signs, recognizing repetitions in your behavioral patterns.
- You will notice when you start living someone else’s life.
- Instead of walking in someone else’s shoes, you can choose your own.
- You can know that you are not alone and you are not crazy, even though sometimes you might feel like you are losing your mind or just imagining things.
- You can seek and ask for help for your healing (no, you are not sick, you are just temporarily out of balance) through another person.
- You can live your life with a growing sense of liberation; your family, your immediate, and your broader environment will also feel this change, this loving connection, and your soaring spirit.
- And you can always take action for yourself, regardless of your age or gender—you can live a long, rich life filled with everything good.
What’s inside
What answers can you find in it?
I write about how I found my lost twin, what further discoveries and experiences I had, and I gathered a collection of general characteristics pointing to a lost twin, adding what I experienced in my own life.
I write about the “symptoms” that can be typical for survivors of lost twins, the difficulties of this, and how I managed to turn these to my advantage.
Additionally, at the end of the book, I offer some tips on what I believe can help if you want to dive deeper into this topic.
I am here to help you experience and process your own emotional baggage through sharing these thoughts and feelings, and to remind you!
Chapters
Road signs
Pages
The book is engaging, thought-provoking, and practical all at once—you can also add your own thoughts and feelings. You can put it down at any time; sometimes it is even good to step back from the topic. You can pick it up at any time to immerse yourself a little deeper in a given subject. The book helps you awaken to yourself and transforms you; if you read it with commitment and dive deep, a gift awaits you at the end. You can discover this, too, with this book.
About the author
I was born on May 13, 1968, in Hungary, in Balatonfuzfo, at the eastern tip of Lake Balaton. My parents divorced and are no longer with us. I have a younger brother, three years my junior, who was also born on May 13(!). I have been married, I am now divorced, and I have no children. I spent 30 years at a multinational company with a great career path—I cannot complain, it was an excellent place and an ideal environment for growth. Two degrees, countless courses, self-discovery training, teachers, and masters have served as the guiding stars of my life. The pandemic gave me the momentum to leave the corporate world, and I have been flourishing in my own business ever since.
I am an Intimacy and Body Awareness Consultant, helping people over 40 rediscover the wisdom of their bodies and intimacy with themselves and others. I am becoming increasingly at home in the world of healing words, touch, and energies. And I spend more and more time in wordlessness. I believe in the power of SILENCE, and this is what I want to show to as many people as possible.
Agota Sipos
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Book Recommendation
Dear Reader,
You are about to embark on a deeply moving and awakening spiritual journey as you read this book. Through a heartbreaking story about her twin sister and herself, combined with her own real-life experiences, Agota guides you into a familiar world—one that, surprising as it may be, is your very own.
Any “mirror,” whether perceived or real, can help you discover yourself: both the games of the mind and your true, wonderful self beyond it. It helps you heal, from the inside out. In this story, the author was inspired by her twin sister. I wonder, who or what will open the inner gates even wider within you?
Through our work together, an insight erupted in Agota with volcanic force—that it is only worth living this way now, bathed in love instead of pain. As part of this process, this very piece of writing was born. This is what warms my heart the most. For I see the journey she is on, and through it, the music of the heart can touch even more souls. It will also help you face the truth that dwells within you, step by step, in every single chapter.
I highly recommend this book to you with love, if you wish to find miracle-filled secrets within yourself while uncovering a unique story and colorful experiences.
Nerella Toth
Self-Discovery Speaker, Consciousness Mentor
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A Spiritual Journey Journal
In the Shadow of My Lost Twin
If you dare to look honestly at your past, you will find peace in your present! This book can now help with remembering and processing.